Unrest

I can't sleep now. I don't know why. I'm not tired, bed doesn't look good. I'm crying and I want you to know, I want you to reach out to me, to make a difference, but you won't. I don't know why. I want you to step beyond your own self to make me step beyond mine. I'm out of control inside and I don't know what to do. I want to cry and cry and crawl inside of you. Please be the bigger person, just for a little while. Please just say you know what to do, even if you don't. I don't care, I just want to feel safe and I don't. I'm afraid of myself. I don't know what to do.