Landscapes!

Two landscapes are listed on eBay and my house is clean. And I painted another landscape and a half today with Amanda. As long as I keep myself busy and without time to think, I am mostly okay. Yesterday was Easter. There was this underlying pain inside me all day even when I wasn't thinking about it at all, but it was still a good day. I wished I didn't have to go home. I wished I could be with people forever.