STUPID

I am so stupid. I am stupid to want to belong anywhere, I am stupid to care. I am a fool to think there is an end to loneliness and that if I just try hard enough I can find it. I am a fool to let anyone close, anyone in, anyone near. I am stupid to think it is worth it. People are like knives, only the pain they cause doesn't make me feel any better. They just gash me open and let all the blood drain out and then I go on and on bleeding and I don't know how to stop. I am so stupid to think I am strong enough for this world, that if I just fight hard enough I can make it through. I am a fool to think people will make it better. There are three types of attachment, huh? And I'm one type? Well, just watch me be the other, just watch. I don't care. I don't give a damn. Caring hurts way too much and I am so sick of caring. Leave me alone and go, just go, just GO.

I want to be.

Done.