Sunday Chores

It is over, the dreaded Sunday. I am home at last. This week we have an extra service on Thursday which I am dreading also, and then all sorts of stuff on Easter, which I want to run far away from, but at least today is over. Why is church becoming such a chore? Why am I starting to hate it so much? I don't know. I just know I'm overwhelmed and want a break. I can no longer separate church from God. I want to be able to think about Him without my job always getting in the way. I just don't know how to make this work anymore.